Lights are dim, the night begins to speak truth
The world’s asleep, but my mind is working overtime too
It’s not that I don’t trust her, or have nothing to say
I just don’t want my shadows to get in her way
Di kepala bising, tapi bibir tetap kaku
Satu kota pangling, lihat topeng di wajahku
Ditanya “aman?”, jawabnya “selalu tenang”
Padahal di dalam, aku hampir tenggelam
Dia sudah lelah dengan bebannya sendiri
Tak perlu kutambah dengan duri di hati
Biar aku jadi tembok, walau retaknya parah
Asal dia tetap teduh, tak perlu ikut berdarah
When the static gets way too loud
I find the corner where the silence speaks out
A cigarettе burns, catching every sigh
The coffee is cold, but it nеver asks why
All the words I choked on, hiding from the light
Turning into smoke, vanishing in the night
No one hears the war, the heat, the debris
The world only sees the version I let them see
Dihina, diremehkan, tanpa rem kata meluncur
Masuk ke dada, bikin mental agak hancur
Tapi kalau kubagi, pondasinya bisa runtuh
Biar aku saja yang pecah, asal dia tetap utuh
Mau teriak, tapi suara sudah habis di lelang
Sunyi jadi kawan, saat waras mulai hilang
”Laki harus kuat,” itu kata orang di kejauhan
Tapi tak ada yang tanya, “kapan pundakmu butuh sandaran?”
When the static gets way too loud
I find the corner where the silence speaks out
A cigarette burns, catching every sigh
The coffee is cold, but it never asks why
All the words I choked on, hiding from the light
Turning into smoke, vanishing in the night
No one hears the war, the heat, the debris
The world only sees the version I let them see
Pundak ini penuh, tapi dilarang goyah
Air mata mahal, jangan sampai tumpah sia-sia
Kalau aku roboh, siapa yang jaga kemudi?
Jadi kutelan pahitnya, meski mencekik nadi
Bukannya antikritik atau anti-pelukan
Cuma takut ceritaku jadi beban tambahan
Lebih baik bicara pada benda tak bernyawa
Tanpa penghakiman, hanya diam dan bernapas bersama
If I fade away, lost in the quiet sound
Not running from life, or the love that I found
Just weary of shadows, that never turn to light
From being the shelter… for everyone’s flight
A cigarette burns, catching every sigh
The coffee is cold, but it never asks why
All the words I choked on, hiding from the light
Turning into smoke, vanishing in the night
No one hears the war, the heat, the debris
The world only sees the version I let them see
