I’m a shadow in a crowded room
A silent storm, a hint of doom
Every hand I hold feels heavier now
I’m the anchor dragging everyone down
I see the look in their tired eyes
A thousand truths behind my lies

I’m standing at the edge of memory
Looking back at who I used to be
If I had turned left instead of right
Maybe I wouldn’t be losing this fight

Why did I choose this broken road?
Carrying a weight I never owed
If I could go and change the past
Make one choice that’s built to last
Everything would fade, everything clear
But I’m just a burden, stuck right here
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​Denger, aku putar ulang tiap momen kayak kaset yang kusut
Cari jalan keluar, tapi jalurnya makin sempit dan kalut
Satu belokan salah, seluruh hidup yang ku pegang hangus
Aku selalu terikat jangkar, saat dunia lari dengan rakus
Aku glitch dalam sistem, cacat dalam tiap rencana
Mau jadi gunung kokoh, tapi tenggelam di pasir yang fana
Mikirin “gimana kalau” sampai isi kepala ini pecah
Pilihan masa lalu bikin langkahku makin payah dan lelah
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​Sekarangku cuma tatap jalan yang nggak pernahku ambil
Baca tiap baris penyesalan, rasanya makin nggak stabil
Apa aku buta? Apa mati rasa? Apa emang sebodoh itu?
Minum racun dari diri sendiri sampai semuanya jadi kaku
Aku berfikir “seandainya”, aku berfikir “harusnya bisa”
Mengejar cahaya tapi bayanganku sendiri yang bikin nyiksa
Mungkin kata “iya” adalah “tidak” buat versi terbaik diriku
Terkunci dalam kandang, padahal kunci di tangan tapiku gak ada lagi harapan

Is it too late to pivot?
Or is this the life I’m forced to live in?
Every “yesterday” feels like a crime
I’m just a waste of everyone’s time

Why did I choose this broken road?
Carrying a weight I never owed
If I could go and change the past
Make one choice that’s built to last
Everything would fade, everything clear
But I’m just a burden, stuckl right here
Yeah… I’m still right Here

Clockin’ in, same face, same routine
Deadlines chasing me, but I’m stuck in between
Coffee’s gone cold, ash fall on my jeans
Another cigarette just to cope with the scene
Eight to five but my mind off track
Fake a smile while my chest feels cracked
Boss talks, but I barely react
Too busy fightin’ all the thoughts in my head goin’ black
Smoke in my lungs, but the pain won’t fade
Every breath just another mistake replayed
Tryna earn a life that I can’t upgrade
Still paying for choices that I already made

Why did I choose this broken road?
Carrying a weight I never owed
If I could go and change the past
Make one choice that’s built to last
Everything would fade, everything clear
But I’m just a burden, stuck right here

A better version of me
Somewhere in another galaxy
But here, I’m just the gravity